tomorrow i have to give a tour completely on my own and welcome the class (60!) and be a grown up and responsible and engage in large amounts of public speaking. also, i have to figure out an alternate way into boston because my parents don't think the orange line is safe at 10 pm when i am by myself. i'm thinking of just lying to them and parking at wellington. these days i don't even look that much like a girl, i don't think i will be getting hit on/attacked in any manner. i hope my photo class isn't awkward, even though it probably will be. i hope that my classmates are old people. i don't know why but i do. my head is throbbing and i just want to make a smoothie and watch eraserhead. my mom is burning the meatballs, oh no...