i listened to deja entendu on my drive home from boston tonight. i was 14 again watching the video for quiet things and believing the jesse lacey was a god among men. it made we think of when other things began. today in class steve was talking about tips on diluting developer that emmet gowin told him years ago and again it was weird to remember that i'm a part of this whole art world now. people i know have works in museums and they have guggenheim fellowships and their own gallery openings and photo books. it's not this fantastic out of reach world that i have long thought about, it's real now. and it's the only thing i want to talk about and look at and be around. i'm going to start posting a photographer of the day, because i update this blog that often and i like to share with people things that give me satisfaction, like a good photograph.