my hair looks just like natalie's now. my parents are really starting to get on my nerves, but otherwise i have become too comfortable at home to want to go back to smith yet. for some reason the thought of being at smith without the annoying work is weird for me, i don't know if i am wanting to drink and dance and just hang out for that long. i like having my space, doing crafts, driving anywhere at will and sitting in lauren's basement while watching bbc america. today i constructed a bag made of brightly colored sweatshirts and i am going to make friendship bracelets tomorrow. i need to get the chocolate out of my room and my head needs to stop hurting and i wish that i could breathe out of my nose. i need to do big things and i don't like waiting around. i guess that i should go to bed so that i can have the energy tomorrow to edit my resume before the big interview on friday. i wish myself good luck, is that bad luck?
(i've waited long enough, haven't i? being alone isn't so much fun.)
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