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hung out with those dudes today. it was fucking terrific to spend the day talking about windows and sidewalks and skyscrapers. the offices and location were perfect (i could see the ICA/harbor). dream job? yes. possible actual job? i think so. i'm going to steve's house (vice prez) next week and we are going to a site. i get to wear a hard hat. being around old people all day was weird, i felt grown up.

i want someone to have a crush on me. thank you.

i need cash.

i'm going to sell all of my buffy dvd's.

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazed.

haven't moved in 3 hrs.

drugs drugs drugs.

i need new ink!

feeling distant/separated/not up to par. the internetz is sucking out my soul, i need to break away. too much time spent alone in my room, talking to myself. going crazy going insane. i cut my hair too short, it looks dumb. still can't breathe through my nose. lost lost lost is the best way to put it. time for a change of location. time for a change of mind. lighten up, dude. stop thinking so much, it's not healthy.

i need to be in a bigger place. i need new sights and sounds. I WANT TO OVERWHELM MY SENSES.

ALL I WANT TO DO IS GO BACK TO SMITH AND START CLASSES AND MAKE LOTS OF ART. but i have to do this shit for my internship, so i can't really complain about being stuck here. my body hates me, my head feels like it is going to implode. the thunder outside is really loud, but i like the sound of the rain. i am watching the entire season of heroes right now, i wish i could actually move and do something productive, but i guess i really shouldn't be complaining. things are going to be different this time, i'm sure of it.