the radio dept. is the only way i ever want to feel

today i found a photographer that i truly dislike, mario testino. i can't decipher a single wave of brain activity from any of his photographs. my train of thought for my final project currently consists of:

body language communicating physically movement through frames diptychs triptychs single images a connection film noir a delicate summer evening yearning a connection to youth up close and out of focus bright light break the body up into frames tree climbing legs a fancy dress no clothes out of focus figure in the distance two people interaction sexual or violent hair underwater with open eyes in a bathtub imagination realm no face no identity looking out a window from both sides portrait dazed not making eye contact breasts reflection of light only from window lying in bed hands and arms wrapped over face and head one person doing the same thing in three different frames back to back lying down or outside

& there will be more to come, i'm sure.

NEXT FALL EQUALS:

intro to film studies
intro to digital media
photography II
the middle landscape: suburbia

hurrah!

i am going to be using one of those this summer.

my brain is on vacation and i think that i am going to stop sleeping.

plus

RADIOHEAD IN AUGUST!

SO MUCH IS DEPENDING ON THIS

are these hints that i shouldn't be doing what i want to do?

i am dory's next door neighbor next year.

new york on sunday!

if my brain can survive tomorrow...

i skipped all three classes, i just couldn't do it today. i want to lay in my bed and clean my room and do my laundry and listen to feist and watch art 21. everything has been nice and good and okay but i want change and i want something big to happen. i'm glad i get to see my family on saturday. i'm scared because i don't know how to unload this camera and i don't fit into my clothes anymore.

excited about this photo project, i really hope it comes out well.