i will never be able to adequatly express my immense love for this man, never.

women bodybuilders oddly fascinate me. i think that i want to go to one of their competitions. i feel like alice in wonderland in my house, in the scene when she eats the cookies and becomes too big. i am not used to these short ceilings. i am glad to see that none of my andover loves have greatly changed. i need to visit lauren in nyc though, it must happen. i wish that i could interchange northampton with new york, but that seems pretty much impossible. i have four squirrel tails that i need to make into earrings. glen hansard and marketa irglova sounded beautiful tonight. i think thats she was too shy and that he was too drunk, but it's okay. i think that i am going to watch the tom tykwer short from paris je t'aime again right now. i want to fall in love with a blind french man, gaspard ulliel or even natalie portman would do. i'm tired. tomorrow i will consume massive amounts of food.

aujourd'hui, j'ai souri à l'intérieur. and today i ate a sandwich that tasted quite good, there was apple and cheese and prosciutto on it. but there was a hair in my cappuccino and that was not so nice. spending more time with people that i usually spend less time with is nice and i want to spend more time with them now. i am really busy but it is okay and now i need to edit my paper that i wrote in english and then in french and i can't wait for it to be over with. i want to see christine, she is the only one of my favorite people from andover who i have yet to see this fall and that isn't fair. i hope fraser stables likes me photographs tomorrow, otherwise i will be sad.